cole

limb by limb and tooth by tooth. just give me a kind of sign. and I am not a kitten stuck up a tree somewhere. do you love me, like I love you. when you have no one, no one can hurt you. you will miss me when I burn. It`s not an urge it is more like a duty to begin. I`m always looking for a sun to shine. I lie in my bed totally still. the sky turns grey, when I end and you begin. undo this privacy, embrace me. because I love my sister Lisa most of all. a wolf among wolves and not as a man among man. circus is leaving town so ruby dry your eyes. what the hell am I doing here. the way they act, I'd rather be fat than be confused. I don't love anyone...well maybe my sister...maybe my baby brother too. when I think of it my fingers turn to fist. it beats me but I do not know. this is the weeping song, a song for us to weep. I'm gonna away, forever. you do what you want, well I will do what I want. serveant of all and serveant to none. today is the birthday. but now I feel so different. just whish I was a bullet proof. since I was born I started to decay. with a palm full of stars I shake them like dice. gave myself to sin, I gave myself to providence. and if there's a place I wanna go then I'll be there with you. ain't no grave can hold my body down. darling, I hope that my dream hasn't haunted you, my heart is telling you how much I want you. you know that I adore you, so don't make me say it, it would burst the bubble. why do we crucify ourselves? everyday. how do I master, the perfect day. If you wait another day, I'll wait the day. there is no cure for love. everybody wants a box of chocolate and a long steemed rose. so many people you have to meet without your clothes. this precious illusions in my head did not let me down when I was defenseless. soon this space will be too small. and no more shall we part. that there...that's not me. I want to go on a mountain top, with radio and good batteries and play a joyous tune and free the human race from suffering. I cherish you. now home feels so empty.